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Friday, November 25, 2005

what are the jobs of family members? specially the elder ones? the aunts , uncles and parents jobs. to tell you that you can do anything you want, to motivate you or to say that you suck, you are dumb, your sister is better than you, nothing will happen to you?? i ask myself that. because i have aunts who don't motivate me, no, but tell me that i suck and that i m dumb ad my sister is better than me.

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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

i just fucking realized that the way my uncle and aunt sees me most of the times is as a sack on their shoulder, as a trouble they have to live with. i just can't tell you how much it hurts. they told yes to my parents because that's what they are supposed to say, not what they wanted to say. i did not know they were like this. i could not see their the fake mask they are wearing.

. everytime i get sick, even if i get the medicine myself, my aunt is always saying, "you are causing us problems, we can't spend so much time behind you, canoot run around with you". Now i know why she gives me gifts, that's because they are trying to hide their true fucking self. they are damn right, i m not gonna come n see them when they are old.
they are trying to take over me and my sister. WHAT THE MOTHER FUCKER DOES HE THINK HE IS.

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Friday, February 25, 2005

I HATE BEING NICE. god, it's really fun and good to be friendly, can benefit in so many ways but it also SUCKS to be nice and friendly and missing someone who is angry at you for no reason.

i need to find someone like phillip. seriously. i need to.

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

I don't get why this has to happen to me. he is always doing this to me. what the hell did i do to deserve this??? i am not saying he hasn't been nice to me, but why is he acting weird?? last semester everything was fine and now, he got angry at me twice in 1 month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it hurts. because the way he used to treat me, no one else does. n i don't want to let it go because i likes the way he treated me except the part of him being mad at me for no reason. what i am saying is, if you are angry at me, just tell me why. i will stop doing it. if he doesn't want me around, just tell me!!!!!!!!!!!! why does he like to hurt me so much???? i just don't get it.

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

	hey all, sorry, it took me a while to figure out how you post things on the site. how dumb. man i m so DEAD. i have management exam, spanish exam, two homeowkrs due and then computer exam. hell of a week. hopefully everything will just go on fine. although i have my cousins at home, i still have to studyyyy. which sucks big time. but oh well, tht's life i guess.
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